But im a happy loser. Some people might think that i have been distant or im not around much anymore.. truth is, im just going through a different phase in my life then other people. I dont drink at parties or smoke and some people make fun of me because of that.. i had my party phase in my life.. its over.. i only need one. who knows.. maybe i will party later on when i turn 21 and actually can, but right now im just not into it. I get offended when people think im stupid when i dont take a shot.. okay i can actually have a blast with out drinking i dont need any.. thanks though! jeeze.
it's just that most of my friends are into there party phase now when im done with mine. I get laughed at when i go to bed early, or i get tired before anyone else. I get yelled at when i leave too early at a party.. No offense but i dont need people treating me like that. I will be here for any of my friends or family when ever they need me no matter what.. if im not around much lately it doesn't mean i wont be there for anyone.. i'm just trying to get my own life together and it's kind of hard when your going through a different phase in your life then your friends are... talk about lonely.. i never hang out with anyone anymore. I might look fine on the outside but my life is a mess right now and i need to work on a lot of stuff for myself. dont get me wrong im not being dramatic right now.. im actually very happy. I'm looking on the brighter side of things.. the way i see it.. my life is coming together and im happy.. thats all that matters.. there are just a few things that need fixing and its all good. No one take this offensivley ( however you spell it ) I wasnt meaning for this blog to be rude.. i just want everyone to know why im not around much anymore and even though im not around i will always be here for anyone when ever they need me, im a phone call or e-mail or visit away. But one last thing.. family will always be there for you, friends on the other hand.. leave. If you dont know this then you obviously dont know who is there for you.
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what ay. i was just wondering. i worte the "where is everyone" blog then u wrote one right after kinda about the same thing. i didnt knwoi f u took it like i was aiming it toward u cuz i wasnt. it just seemed like u wrote that kinda to me (just cuz it kinda said some of the same things) but yeah fyi it wasnt toward u i was just venting.
oh yeah i wasnt directed to anyone at all i was mostly just talking about hmy dad. and his family. it wasnt to u at all. why would i say that stuff about how ppl think im a bad mom and whatnot lolz, no thats not to u haha
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