.... :)

So don bought me a gorgeous necklace from zales :) it wasnt really a suprise though because he had told me about it.. he doesnt keep secrets very well. but its ok. He had it delivered, the box was black and allll sparkly! very cute. I love it. It's a 10k white gold heart neckalce <3

with a couple diamonds on the sides. andddd he bought me a huge thing of flowers the week before!

Here it is!

eGypt

Latley i have been thinking about egypt ALOT. I sooo wish i could go there. One day i will.. but i wish it was soon, and i wish my whole family could go and experiance it all with me. I find EVERYTHING about egypt amazing. It kills me that i dont have the patience for school and im not in a "good" situation to be physically going to school for a couple of hours each day because if things were a little different i would go for egyptology for sure! I want to learn everything there is to know about it.
But.. only thing that teaches me about egypt is the tv :)
thank god for the discovery and history channels!

For a quick little update. Don and I still talk everyday and we talk about getting back together.. i guess we will see. And he is coming in town for christmas! Im super happy about that.

School is good. Im done until the 20th and then start my second term. I love it

And work is okay.... its work. There are lots of changes that are happening its a little scary but i think they will be good in the long run.

And i cant wait for the holidays! First its halloween- my costume is super super cute, then its my birthday- still no plans, then billys birthday, then ammons, then its thanksgiving! Then black friday ( is that whats its called )... then christmas eve ( along with R&R break the same day ) then Christmas!!!!! then last but not least new years! I cant wait! I love this time of year!! There is always so much going on. picking pumpkins, carving them, parties for halloween, birthday, christmas and new years! yummy food! shopping! yessssss i cant wait.

<3

first semester.

YaY! im done with my first semester in school and i have a break until the 20th. not too long but its still a break and i got done early so thats cool. I learned about travel sales and trends, ways to travel, travel destinations and flight codes. Flight codes was confusing. If anyone has had a flight itinerary when there flying somewhere and it just looks like a bunch of letters and numbers.. well i can read those now! I know what all of them say! It was confusing at first but i understand them now. I am still a little confused on connection flights though.. i cant read connections on an itinerary. Its weird.
I dont know what i learn next but im excited. I love everything im learning, its awesome. Not only do i learn about travel and tourism but the courses also teach you how to use computers and the most effective way to use the internet andddd... the courses teach you how to own your own travel business. Thats my goal for all this so its good that im learning that. And the benifits are awesome!.. cant wait to be a travel agent so i can start using those benifits and traveling!! yessss.

And shea.. were going to egypt. I know you mentioned that you think its interesting.. well.. I have allllways wanted to go and one day i will. It would be awesome to have you and billy there with me!

One for herself.

I now know the true meaning of "one for himself".. in my case.. herself! I have put my faith in every single one of my friends and family members and have pretty much been screwed over by everyone. I have been there for everyone and have done so much for everyone in my life.. my only mistake is assuming to get the same respect back!.. and i havent. ever. No one cares who they hurt or what they do to anyone.. as long as they get what they want. I have never been that way, and because im not.. im the one that gets screwed over. It really is one person for themselves. Everyone acts like dogs with no morals or values.. well... im going to be the same way now. im only going to think about myself and do what benefits me!.. im not going to rely on anyone for anything anymore.
I only have my family.. I dont have "friends".. even the word friend isnt desirved by most people.. they are now just people i see. And if any of my "friends" are reading this and you get pissed by what i said.. the only thing i have to say to you would be.. where are you right now? where have you been? have you drove all the way to my new house to come see me?...
I didnt think so.. and you call yourselves my friend?! Your the messed up ones. again... i only have my family. so if i havent heard from you in a couple of months.. i dont want anything to do with you anymore.. your no "friend to me"... i survived this long without you and im more then fine.
Im calling this a new beginning.