life right now

My life right now is a little awkward.
1. Im 21 now and on my birthday no one really came and those who did were late and only stayed like an hour.
2. Im in love with someone who doesnt want to be with me.
3. My family thinks i hate them and im a bitch and dont care about anyone anymore
4. I hate my job, i get up at 5 and work this stupid job and im so tired for the rest of the day that i dont do anything i come home and take a nap, eat dinner, talk to don and sleep. I feel like im waisting my life. Im not doing anything i love anymore. this job is killing me and i cant find a new one. Im so frustrated that i take it out on everyone else. and i get angry alot. im not myself.
5. I have lost my friends and family, my family is always there for me but i feel like i have lost everyone.
6. I have so many things i want to do in my life and im a slave to my bills i need to keep my job and if i have my job i cant do anything else. Im just watching everything pass me by.

The only thing thats keeping me going right now is don, really. I have noticed a big difference in my attitude and my life since we have started talking again. He makes me laugh and makes me think of my future and how much i want to keep up a good life, being happy, how i used to be. We do have our tough times and it sucks really bad when we fight but i love him alot and always will. He is always there for me and loves me for who i am and that means the world to me. He is truly amazing. I will be waiting for him to come back around and remember who he really is. He is the only thing i need, if i have him im good. :)