thanksgiving

yessssss its thanksgiving. im excited for the food but im on a hardcore diet so i cant eat that much at all. :(
anyway.. stuff im thankful for:
my family, my friends, everyone who has influenced my life for the better, a home, my dogs, all the opportunities i have been given in my life, my job in this rough time, my car, everyones health, movies, music, the movies and people who have inspired me to act, the ability to act; sing; and dance, for the experiances in my life that have made me who i am today, for a close relationship with my family, for the opportunity to pray to give thanks or ask for help, and for my counrty.
And thank you to my boyfriend and the rest of the military who are fighting for our county and are not able to spend thanksgiving with their families.

i hope everyone has a good thanksgiving. <3
love you all. :)

two dreams..

As everyone knows.. there are two things i want to do in my life and thats act and travel. Of course.. im going to school for travel and tourism to become a travel agent...hopefully own my own business and travel. I just wish acting could be that easy.. I have wanted to act my wholllle life. I continue to go to auditions for movies.. i just told my agent to send my stuff to a casting director for a disney movie and im hoping to hear back by tuesday so see if i have an audition, if i do, then i go to the audition, try my best and then wait until i hear something back. I can honestly say i have been close... i really think i would have already had a part in a movie but the director emailed me and said that the funding for the movie didnt go through so there wasnt going to be a movie anymore but if anything changed then they would let me know asap. GRRR! i sooooo wish the funding went through. But they say it takes 1,000 no's to get one yes. I just hope im that one exception. Everyone should pray for me and wish me luck. It would be greatly appreciated. :)

thanks!
one love. <3

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The jazz are realllllly pissing me off! what did they do all summer?! they get paid millions of dollars even if they loose and they dont care! as long as they are getting that pay check it doesnt matter to them... ughhh. sooo stupid! The should be working their a**es off to earn all that money they get!
anyway... adrians birthday is saturday, he is turning one and we are having a party for him on sunday. My birthday is in 7 days! sooooo excited about it.. turing 20! dont know what im going to do yet but if worse comes to worse i will just have a family party on the 11th with a taco bar, a cake and watch the stupid jazz game. Billys birthday is on the 15th.. dont know what were going to do but im sure we will end up doing something. Then new moon!!!.. I cant wait for it. We have had a whole theater reserved for like 5 months!.. Thanksgiving..i get that day and the day after off..paid!.. good thing i get the day after off because i will for sure be shopping at midnight! I'm pretty much going to be shopping for christmas from now until like a week before. Don is coming on christmas eve.. really happy about that! I havent seen him for four months! thats crazy.. it doesnt even seem that long. . im hoping he can stay at my house for a couple of days so i can really spend alot of time with him.. we are obviously back together and have been for a while now. It will be the first christmas for baby Lia! she is going to be very spoiled that day.. im really excited to see how she acts.. it will also be our first christmas at our new house.. im interested to see if it will be any different or if i wont even notice.. i guess we will see!..

Long story short.. im SUPER excited for the holidays and for all the birthdays coming up.. especially mine of course. lol. ;)

Halloween was awesome.. my costume came together perfectly and shea did my makeup and it turned out amazing! thanks shea... anyway... just an update.. its the only thing i use my blog for now days. lol.... last thing.... school is going good still.. already finished 5 courses... only 8 more until i get my certificate and then i will be lindsey murphy the travel agent :)yesssss.

one love. <3