some people i want to thank..

I have been thinking latley about everyone and i know im not a very open person.. thats why i have so much to say in blogs because its pretty much the only way i express myself.. but i think shea is my inspiration for this blog. She is going through a hard time and i was thinking about writing her a letter but then i thought about how i need to tell everyone how i feel.. so here it is..
I honestly dont think i would be able to survive with out these people in my life. they make my life worth living!.. I will start with shea since i was supposed to write her a letter anyways..


shea: Your AmAzInG i am so glad your apart of this family now, we clicked immediatly. I have so much to learn from you and like i have told you already.. i am keeping my ears open because im always ready to hear what you have to teach me. You instantly jumped into that sister position and help me out with so much. I know i can go to your for anything. but.. i need you to know that you can come to me for anything also., I am always here if you need to talk about anything or just need a girls night. I am always up for a girls night! I am just a call away okay! love you! thanks for everything!


my mom: wow i dont even know where to begin with my mom.. your my best friend and always will be. I can hang out with you anytime and be perfectly content with life. you are my savior with everything from needing help opening something to when im horribly sick you are always right there and helping me feel better. I want to be just like you when i grow up.. but i dont think thats possible there is no one like you. love you. thanks for everything!


Kenzie: Kenzie your like a sister to me we are sisters and best friends. even if were not together everyday anymore is okay.. we will still always be close and i will always be here for you anytime.. but im sure you already know this. We are starting to grow up and we now realizing that growing up means developing our own lives.. and because of this we arent together that much anymore but like i said its okay.. family will always be here no matter what. you will always be my #1.


Billy: your the only one that can make me laugh when im having a horrible day. i can be pissed at everyone and you will make me laugh.. you make it impossible to be mad at you. You are an extremely fun and happy guy that lives life to the fullest. I wish everyday that i could be more like you.. i think we would all be better of with a little billy in us! You are the only one that asks whats wrong (even though you say it like "whats your problem?") as least you ask and trust me i notice. thanks!


Dad: you are a caring guy that always wants the best for your family and friends. If im in trouble your the first person i call.. i can always count on you being there for me to pull me out of trouble.. even when its not the most fun job. your still there. thanks!


jen: You for sure play the "big sister role". you are always trying to stop me from doing something stupid, you always tell me like it is and i respect that, and you have made your mistakes in your past as well as anyone else.. the only difference is you try and help me to learn from then so i dont have to go through it. Your also an amazing mom.. like we all already knew. thanks!


Ammon: I am glad that you married into the family as well. You fit in great with the family and its good to have someone i can go to that will know the answer to my questions.. (no offense to anyone else) ammon is just really smart.. both book smart and street smart. you know everything its crazy but cool. thanks for everything.. even giving us lia :)


Tiff and Kolbie: you are both fun loving people, i know that if i ever need a break i can come to both of you and have a blast. But on the more serious side i can come to either of you for advise also. I tell tiff almost everything and you always help me out. and kolbie.. you make fun of me alot but i learn to laugh at myself. if i didnt learn that.. i would go insane trying to be perfect for everyone. thanks!


Bailee, alex, cory and stacey: You guys are all so fun and a very active family. I can only hope to experiance all that you guys have experianced in your lives and its only the beginning. I better start going.


Anjada and audrey: wow you girls are awesome. Your not affraid to be yourself.. and your not walking around on egg shells everyday trying to please everyone else. I have a lot to learn from you both. I need to stop worrying about pleasing everyone else and learn that sometimes its good to just make yourself happy for once. we need a cousin day. love you both!


And last but not least: the grandparents: I see you all working so hard every day to keep the family going and working so hard to make everything perfect. I love spending time with both sides of my family and everything is always perfect. Holidays are amazing and i owe my thanks to the grandparents for working so hard and for keeping traditions alive. i love you all so much! <3

thanks to everyone for everything you do for me every day. i think about you all everyday of my life and i work and dream big to someday make you all proud. hopefully if i become big and famous lets all go to hawaii! i promise we will do it and im not just saying that. you can hold me to it! i love you all so much. thanks for everything. muah! <3